i feel lost. like i just lost contact with the rest of the world. everything's still working in perfect synchronization but im not part of it anymore, im just watching from the sidelines.

i dont know what to think about this and as much as i want this to work i still feel insecure and my trust can only be stretched to that certain extend. i trust you. but not completely.

TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY:) TODAY IS THE BIRTHDAY OF A SPECIAL CHILDHOOD FRIEND OF MINE WHO HAS NOW TURNED 10!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPONGEBOB!!!!

my yellow fellow:D

i am sick..BOOO:(

Not sick as in SWINE FLU sick..just vomiting and not eating. Which sucks cause i love food:(

So on Monday I called my mum from school to ask her to pick me up cause im vomiting .

This is what she said.."DID YOU HAVE SEX?"

And i was like "NO MA NO, JUST COME AND PICK ME UP"

so yeah.

then the next day, her theory for me vomiting for no reason is because i am not prepared for my trials(which is true:P) that i am vomiting because of fear.:O

And no i dont think i'll vomit because im not ready for an exam, i'll just not care and pray for the best.That's what i do all the time:)

so today, her theory for me not eating is....I am mentally unstable. Seriously where does she come up with all this stuff?

i still feel sick and i want to puke. Another reason for me NEVER wanting to get pregnant.

My next post should be about Jo's party at REDBOX the Gardens. But im not sure yet


paiher

BOX FACE:O

INTRODUCING: the original BOXFACE!!

This sexy dude down there is Mr. Rajan in his bugs bunny tie, SUPPOSE to be ROUND glasses, super curly hair and the love to say the word ' Approximately'.

And this hot chick down there is our beloved Pn. Norul:)
Her favourite term is ELLE-OH-ELLE:D
and pn norul amat cantaik sekali:)

SIEW BEE!!
With the green highlighter that coughkokweicough put on her..lol

LISA with her RUBBER LEGS(and body)
:O

ALIESHA!
with the scab thing that has a mosquito bite...:)

KEN!aka scare face
With his scare..on his boxface...

Zhou Han
*note the head is open and there is nothing in there*

period paper!!!hahahhaha


and yeah that's what aliesha and siewbee were doing during i cannot remember what class...
ken drew the zhouhan and some other guy drew ken..haha

paiher

something really funny happened just now at 1u. My mum was talking to me and i guess she wasn't looking at where's she's going so she suddenly walked into a plant. then she screamed. and i laughed like crazy:)..okay maybe that wasn't very funny. oh well i tried.

Watched Transformers just now..By the way guys say how awesome the show was, i guess i expected more. Guess the guys were only paying attention to megan fox..:O

haha It was nice. I mean like the movie producers probably used a lot of money for the helicopters and planes and jets and stuff. Lots of money wasted. But hey, that's show biz.

Saw Adele on the way to the cinema:)
And i saw Ally when i was walking...yeah:)

I was gonna play hotel626 and i even saw the first part. But then i chickened out:( So i'm gonna play tomorrow morning where there's daylight.

But you can only play from 6pm to 6am!

Well all you have to do is change the time on your com..duh..okay my brother told me that or i'd be not playing it in the daylight..hahah

i should post somepictures but i am seriously LAZY.''

so too bad:D

night guys
paiher:)

cheer 09

I didnt go for cheer 09 today. If i'm lucky, i might get to go tomorrow.

But i'm pretty convinced not to go, cause the way people are talking about it, it's gonna be stuffy and sweaty and boring. Not my idea of entertainment.

So then again i MIGHT not go..


Went McDonalds for breakfast today:D

But instead of eating a sausage mcmuffin with egg(my usual), I waited till 11 to get a gorgeous BIG MAC

Oh glorious big mac.
Oh and i met Jocelyn and her mum and brothers there:) minus jonathan, he was at home snoring his head away apparently..lol

Happy jo? i used your name:D


I just finished ballet and i'm typing on my sister's laptop. It's freaking hard to type and i forgot to bring a mouse. Im hopeless with the thing on the laptop.

Trying to play hotel626 but i cant scroll down to click the 'SUMMIT' button cause the laptop screen is TOO SMALL. :( Gay laptop.


i'll put more pictures of ME up soon:D maybe. cause i know ya'll are missing my pretty face:)lol now im just being perasan. my face aint that pretty.

except for the people who see me everyday at school, they're probably sick of my face.

byee.
paiher

Aren't brownies just so sexy and tempting? i wish i could sink my teeth into THAT;)


i just had 2 donuts from big apple. it was GOOOOOD:)
my favourite donut isnt even IN that picture.

I like the one with ALOT of chocolate:)
oh yeah! CHOCOLATE. Bet everyone loves that.


shit i wanna eat more donuts now....but there's none left:(

sigh oh well, i should lose some weight cause im fat. I'm suppose to exercise but every time i decide to exercise, I'd go down to the living room, on the television and lie on the sofa watching non-stop tv. i am THAT lazy. Then i sleep.

Yeah and here's a video from paramount >*arrow pointing down*

It's 3N modern dance.

There's more but im seriously lazy to wait for it to upload.

my next post is gonna be about pokemon cause CHLOE has just inspire me to do so...lol


i'll only love you if you love me,
paiher:)

M&Ms

Have i ever told you how much i LOVE m&m's?

Well then now you know.

Don't they look pretty?

I'm eating them now:D

They are GOOOOOODDD

Buy me some m&m's:D